Sunday, October 04, 2009

Disappointment after disappointment

I've learnt one thing recently that is don't put all hopes on something until things are all confirmed because things will not turn out the way you want them to be. I have always let myself into fantasy when there's plans to go travelling but i have always got disappointed in the end.
Of all the hard work that i put in looking for accommodation/plane ticktes/places of interest, a simple statement of rejection is more than just words. It really hurts you hell lots. Why should i put up with this? The only reason i can think of is because people don't take this as seriously as i do. When I say i want to do it means i want to. Don't take me for granted and I hate being taken granted for....i don't voice out my anger doesn't mean that i can be pushed to my limits.

I think i had enough of disappointment since last year. Seriously i had enough because my effort is not being appreciated and i hate being disappointed in the end. The feeling is really really bad and sometimes i really really have considered going backpacking myself because it's almost impossible to get somebody to travel with you for all various reasons. I just realized that i am started to dislike people who don't keep the promises that they made...