Friday, December 30, 2005

2 weeks in KK

It's almost 2 weeks back here in KK, starting to get more use to the life here in terms of my living pattern and diets as well. I realized that I'll automatically wake up when it's 10am which is not like me when I'm back in Adelaide. I used to eat 2 meals a day...now I'm having breakfast, lunch and dinner! Erm...I seriously think that I'm going to gain back all the weight that I've lost...this is not good! Not to mention that I'm going to KL soon...which means that I'm going to gain even more weight..!hahaha...!!!
Life for the past 2 weeks is not very exciting compared to KK due to strict parenting. But never mind, I have a lot of things to do to make myself occupied such as going online....writing my diaries...rearranging the mass photos taken in ADL and also watching movies...shopping....talking on the phone. Ain't life relaxing? :P Another 1 month of this life then I'll go back to ADL where life will be full on with assignments, activities, fun and ooommmphhhhh!!!! :) both lives have their own good thing about it and I'm enjoying everyday of it.
Christmas is over and New Year is coming. Hrm...I think most people will be thinking of their new year resolutions by now, are you? I dunno..but for the sake of it, I think I should start thinking of mine as well. hrm...what do I want to achieve next year? Never really give much of a thought actually. To be honest, I'm pretty satisfied with my life now that I seriously have not much aim to work towards to. Loving family, great friends, good health...what more can I have? A boyfriend???? nah........don't really think so at the moment. I know what....earn more money and go travelling...I still haven't visited Perth, Canberra, Tazmania and Cairns (I'm definately not going to the outbacks.. all thanks to the movie "Wolfcreek"...haha). Anyway...am I supposed to keep my new year resolutions a secret? like how they do with their birthday wishes? Don't really know..!!! :) but I'll sure keep my resolutions to myself just in case that I don't get to achieve mine..then people still won't know about my "laziness"...hahaha..!!! :)
Another 2 more days to countdown...I wonder how the rest of my gang are going to celebrate their New Year's eve. I know that there's some celebration going on at my uncles's house and I know that my family are going over to uncle's house for countdown. Hrm...I'm still not sure yet. Me and my KK gang still haven't decided on what to do that day. Moreover, I'm not sure if my mum will let me go that night as well. It's a bit hard to say because she doesn't allow my brother and sister to attend their youth event...let alone me joining my friends...!!! See how it goes..!!!
In case that I don't manage to wish everyone that I know....HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006 everyone! Hope that the coming year will be great for each and everyone of you guys out there and wish that you guys will be happy whereever you are and whatever you do or whoever you are with. :)

Friday, December 16, 2005

Changes in life

Ever feel like stopping the time to a particular year/period so that everything will stay the same (nothing will change). Well.....i really do have those kind of feeling right now..!! Three of my best friends in Adelaide (Teck Heng, Casey and Edmund) are graduating tomorrow..!! For the past few days...I've been going around with the rest of my gang as part of bringing Teck Heng's parents to see Adelaide! The thought that strikes my mind first is that this will probably be the last time that I do this particular thing with either one of them and I might not have the chance of experiencing the same thing with them anymore. It makes my heart wrench when thinking of that! I'm feeling extremely happy that the three of them are graduating this year and that they will continue to head on with their lives; yet at the same time I dread for it to happen cause I know that their graduation indicates that the time that they are leaving Adelaide is nearer. Thinking of what will our lives be without them (sleeping in a room without the presence of Casey, no more long talks with Teck Heng, lesser Amei news to hear from, walking to BP in the middle of the night to buy subway, being teased by Teck Heng.....the list goes on.....) seriously is very intimidating to me cause I don't like how it's changing to at the moment. I've told WJ before that these changes are inevitable and you have to learn how to accept that. However, telling ppl what to do is easy and taking the action yourself is extremely hard. I've kept myself busy for the past few days trying to sort out the graduation gifts to give to the three of them .....in a sense occupying my mind from thinking too much. Nevertheless, if I have the extre time to just sit in the car (listening to music) and with someone starting this topic, those heart-wrenching emotions will just surged in without any warning signs. I really hope that i don't look gloommy during their graduation tomorrow, I wanted to look the best and take the prettiest pictures with all of them as memories! Just wanted to say (Casey, Teck Heng and Edmund)------------------------I'm going to miss the three of you terribly next year. I'm keep in touch with all of you guys tremendously so that you won't forget this gal here in Adelaide...!!!