Changes in life

Ever feel like stopping the time to a particular year/period so that everything will stay the same (nothing will change). Well.....i really do have those kind of feeling right now..!! Three of my best friends in Adelaide (Teck Heng, Casey and Edmund) are graduating tomorrow..!! For the past few days...I've been going around with the rest of my gang as part of bringing Teck Heng's parents to see Adelaide! The thought that strikes my mind first is that this will probably be the last time that I do this particular thing with either one of them and I might not have the chance of experiencing the same thing with them anymore. It makes my heart wrench when thinking of that! I'm feeling extremely happy that the three of them are graduating this year and that they will continue to head on with their lives; yet at the same time I dread for it to happen cause I know that their graduation indicates that the time that they are leaving Adelaide is nearer. Thinking of what will our lives be without them (sleeping in a room without the presence of Casey, no more long talks with Teck Heng, lesser Amei news to hear from, walking to BP in the middle of the night to buy subway, being teased by Teck Heng.....the list goes on.....) seriously is very intimidating to me cause I don't like how it's changing to at the moment. I've told WJ before that these changes are inevitable and you have to learn how to accept that. However, telling ppl what to do is easy and taking the action yourself is extremely hard. I've kept myself busy for the past few days trying to sort out the graduation gifts to give to the three of them .....in a sense occupying my mind from thinking too much. Nevertheless, if I have the extre time to just sit in the car (listening to music) and with someone starting this topic, those heart-wrenching emotions will just surged in without any warning signs. I really hope that i don't look gloommy during their graduation tomorrow, I wanted to look the best and take the prettiest pictures with all of them as memories! Just wanted to say (Casey, Teck Heng and Edmund)------------------------I'm going to miss the three of you terribly next year. I'm keep in touch with all of you guys tremendously so that you won't forget this gal here in Adelaide...!!!